My first fanfic in English^^
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Figure : Sakura Haruno and Sasuke Uchiha (+Hinata Hyuuga)
Disclaimer : Me! Owner this fanfic! And Masashi Kishimoto owner this original manga! XD
Genre : Maybe Angst? Or Hurt? Huh, I don't know XP #plak
Summary : You is my first love at once my last love...
My Last Rain (English version)
Sakura pov
I looked at the grains of rain out there. Now I was at a fast food Restaurant with someone. The same person as before. In the same place. And also orders which again the same. The atmosphere of this restaurant was quiet. Perhaps because the clock has shown very late at night.
In the past, we often here. You always listen to all the problems that I tell you. And you always say the unexpected words (silly) that can make me laugh and relieve my problem. But, now different from the past. And you can not say ridiculous as ever. It's not going to alleviate this problem.
A melancholy song floated melodious accompany the two of us. You breathed heavily.
"first, spend our order.. then, talk about it.." your bargaining power.
I still did not answer. Even though you talk like that, you did not touch your foods. I glanced my foods, my favorite foods always I eat in a short time, and somehow now I'm not interested with my favorite foods. I'm sure the food must have been cold as ice.
I can feel you're the middle staring at me now, with that look the same as usual. Again, you breathed heavily.
"So... you've seen us?" asked you.
I'm still a little shocked by the incident that I saw a few days ago. At that time I accidentally walked in the park, accidentally saw you, it seems is waiting for someone. And sure enough, not long after, came a woman with long hair who directly hug you. And you also respond back hug. Then you enter your favorite black car and passed away, leaving me who do not accidentally see you guys.
In the past, a lot of gossip about you and a woman who is I know it. Many have asked me about the truth. They all always telling me, to part with you. Indeed all the gossip is true. But I was too afraid to lose you. So, I always denied the rumors.
"Yes..." I sighed softly.
I remember back in one day 3 years ago, you promised me. "I'm as she is just friend. Not more. Trust me. Ok?" You smiled as to say that to me. Now, do you remember your promise it? anything because I'm not your girlfriend anymore? then you deny that promise? My heart feels sore.
'Tic toc tic toc'
The seconds passed, the minutes passed. We are trapped in silence. Will float our own minds. I put my forehead on mirror, that limit me with the outside world. I looked at the grains of the rain water, as if the rain is an amazing event.
Rain. In the past I did not dare to fall in love. Because of love everyone becomes blind, and almost all my friends like that. But eventually they fell out of love, and them could only deplore. But, because you is I can fall in love for the first time. You are introducing me, to the feeling never felt this. To me, you like rain in summer that can refresh me. But, because misunderstanding we broke up. And I still love you, and I think someday you will come back to me again. But, it looks like it'll never happen.
You a sigh. I squeeze my fingers.
"Sorry... I had licked my own promise," says you, with voice can always make me forget my problems. But it will not be affected by this problem. But, there is a sense of guilt in your voice before. I turned towards you.
"Sasuke.." I whispered softly.
You looked down, avoiding the gaze of my eyes. Why? You why? Again, you breathed heavily.
"She, Hinata ... Hinata was always waiting for me. Always loved me. When she know we are together, she was devastated. And when she saw us, she was devastated. Her achievement has fallen dramatically. She, she needs me. And only I can." Said you.
I was struck by lightning. Ah, maybe I'd better hit by lightning than hear that confession.
I looked back at the rain out there. Chest tightness. My throat choked up. My head was dizzy. My eyes were hot. I blinked my eyes, resist the tears which were ready this spill.
Huh, as long as you know. I love you so much! I also need you! I'm just a fragile woman without you! I want to say it. But that came out of my mouth...
"Never mind... she more need you than me,"
You mutter vague. Suddenly you lift your face. I could see the highlight to the sorrow there.
"Sometimes, there are 2 people who love each other. But they can't be together. Because of the factors x, y, z, and so on. Apparently, just love is not enough," said you. You staring at the rain that has become more profusely than before.
It seems, my love is completely over now. Maybe I really fragile woman. But I will begin to stand without your help again. I promise, I'll be able to forget you. Forget my first love. I'm sure I can do it!
I took my purse and headed from my place. I walked toward the exit. Suddenly, your hand reaching for my hand. I looked up, resist these tears.
"Sorry, it's very late. I must go home. Doumo Arigatou, Sasuke."
I turn to you and smiled sweetly. Looks like this is the last sweet smile for you, starting this minute I'm not going to give my sweet smile for free to you. Hehe.
I again walked toward the exit. I pushed the door. I stopped staring at the rain curtain. It seems this last rain for me. Then I break through the increasingly heavy rain it. I cried. Rain can certainly to hide my tears, my thought.
I walked slowly, I do not see the street that I pass. I still cry and not care about anything. Suddenly, my right upper body was numb. Then the car tires screeching sound deafening. My body was thrown 3 or 4 feet from where I stood earlier. Then head behind me hit the large rock which is on the road. I could feel the liquid out from my head behind.
I was silent. My body felt numb. My bones seemed to go to pieces. Sore, not only just a sore heart, now my whole body aching, too.
Suddenly I saw your figure that ran through the rain toward me. Looks anxious expression on your face. You knelt beside me and held me all of a sudden. Although my body had felt numb, but I still can feel my heart begin to warm.
I saw tears grains are mixed with rain water on your cheek. I wiped the tears with the rest of my energy.
"Don't... cry... o... ver... me... I lo... ve... you... so much... ma... y you be... hap... py with... him..." I whispered wheezing.
"Sorry, I'm too selfish. Sorry. I really regret it. Forgive me!" you screamed restrained.
I smiled sweetly to you. Apparently, this is really the last smile that I showed you.
I, do not want to part with you. But, it seems Kami-sama (god) does not allow us unite. My tears flowed in a sudden.
My eyes began to blur. Hopefully you can get a decent woman and always love you, Sasuke. Me, I'll always be there with you. In your heart.
Suddenly the darkness over me. Apparently, I really should be able to survive without you. Vaguely I heard a shout. Your voice.
"SAKURAAA!"
~Owari~The End~
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